once in a lifetime
THIS IS A SMALL GESTURE OF MY LOVE FOR YOU
Thank you for loving me. I may not say it out loud as often, and I may not have the guts to write it on paper, and yet here I am writing you this just to let you know how I feel about you. After everything that I’ve been through, I never believed I would find someone like you. Having met you in my life is like finding a needle in the field full of grass. No one has a perfect past, and everyone has a sad story to tell, you never got tired of listening to mine. You make me believe that I am worth loving despite my imperfections. I never saw you wanting to give up on me even if there were times I was under the weather. I think about you every second of every minute, and I hope you know I would do anything in the world to put a smile on your face. I can’t believe you chose me to be with you. You’re everything I want as a partner. Don’t think for a minute that I don’t appreciate everything you do for us. You’re everything to me and I love you. I’m in love with you, and I’m not in the business of denying myself the simple pleasure of saying true things. I’m in love with you. I know how much you love reading, so I thought I’d try to write you a love letter. I’m no writer, you know this, but I wanted to tell you how much I love you on paper. I want you to have a memory of words and feelings. Even when you’re not beside me, I am constantly having you in my mind. I see your eyes, your lips, I feel your hands and the feeling in my stomach when you smile. The love you have given me is so special, my whole day is filled with thoughts of you, spending time with you is undoubtedly the greatest thing ever. It’s one of the most enjoyable things I have ever done in my life. When I’m with you baby, I have the time of my life and time flies by. But when we are apart, every second is spent in agony waiting to see you again. Remembering our first kiss is remembering since when my heart beats for you. When we first held hands, our souls became one. Seeing you is feeling everything is fine. There’s no other woman in this world who can love me the way you do. And most of the time, you don’t even have to try. There’s something about the way you care about me, the way you talk to me, the way you touch me that makes me feel like I’m truly alive. So thank you for giving me your love, and thank you for taking my love in return. Your image is always in my mind, I can always hear my heart whispering your name and I can always see your face when I close my eyes. Regardless of the time and day, you will always have my unquestioning love and loyalty. I love loving you, and nothing can change that. I believe in you, and I believe in us. Don’t forget that. When your not with me, I can picture how you are. I see your hands in mine, the way you smile and how you look right before you laugh. I always want to be next to you. I don’t want you to hold anything back. I LOVE YOU FOREVER AND A DAY!!!
A PERFECT DAY
The day that made me ask myself what is the meaning of a soulmate. I have spent a lot of time with you and each moment with you makes looking forward to seeing what happens next. You know those soft places you keep hidden from everyone else? With you there’s no hiding. I’ve realize you’ve found true love when you feel comfortable sharing your fears and insecurities. You can’t help it — there’s a sense of comfort and familiarity and you let your true colors show without fear of judgment. We share an undeniable attraction and it feels amazing when we touch each other. Our relationship just flows and it gives me a sense of inner calm. I don’t feel insecure, nor do I worry about saying or doing something that will turn you off. Individuals have their differences, but we’re on the same page where it really matters. You stay close when I confide, give me your full attention and move in to answer to my needs, touching my hand when I’m a little unsure, beaming and hugging me when you are glad, and tenderly comforting me when I’m in pain. No matter how anything seems, we keep choosing each other every day. I wake filled with thoughts of you. Your cute smile, my discussion with you, sharing my food with you and eating with you is amazing. I don’t know how my eyes and feet led me to you, but I am convinced that destiny wants the best for me. You make life so much easier for me in ways I didn’t think were possible. Never for once have I regretted knowing you. I am thankful for every day that I get to spend in your presence. I reaffirm my loyalty to you on this day and promise that I will never let you down. I look back on us and I know for a fact that you were all I needed to feel truly complete. you have filled my life with so many colors that it is hard to keep track of all the joys you bring. sometimes when you are not aware of it, I look at you and think to myself “how lucky could I possibly be, to have her?” I don’t say this to flatter you, but I say this to let you know that love is something that means YOU now, and it will always be so. YOU ARE THAT PERFECT DAY.
WHEN I LISTEN TO MY HEART, IT WHISPERS YOUR NAME
I swear I couldn’t love you more than I do right now, and yet I know I will tomorrow. You tell me you can only hold my hand for awhile, but you hold my heart forever, even though there seems to be a madness in loving you, there’s a lack of reason that makes loving you feel so flawless. How can I deny myself how I feel about you if when I fell in love with you, my reality is finally better than my dreams. Nobody has the ability to make me as weightless and carefree as you, because when I look into your eyes, I know I have found the mirror to my soul. The best feeling is when I look at you, only to find you already staring at me. I might not be with you all the time, but you should know that you are never out of my heart and with you there you have replaced my nightmares with dreams and my worries with happiness. You told me you feel butterflies, but for me I feel the whole zoo when I’m with you. You ask me if there is anyone else than you and my answer is ever since I fell in love with you no one else has been worth thinking about. When you smile, all I could think is ‘Oh shit.’ All you have to do is hold my hand and I’ll go anywhere with you, because my favorite place is with you laying in my arms. I don’t have to try to be happy, when I’m with you it just happens. I always want to be the reason behind your smile, because you are definitely the reason behind mind. The world when I’m with you is only as big as the two of us. Every time I see you my heart whispers “YOU ARE THE ONE”
I WANT YOU FOR ALWAYS... DAYS, YEARS, ETERNITIES.
I want to make you happy forever – While being happy with you is definitely a major relationship goal. Whenever I think of you, I have a happy smile on my lips – The mere confession that at least some of my leisure is used up thinking about you is reason enough for blush. The smile factor would further it. I open up best with you, because your my greatest comfort zone and knowing this I always feel i could bare my soul to you and I know you wouldn’t judge me. You make me smile through my blues, which makes doing anything dull if it’s not without you, because you are all I ever wanted. Finding you brought me meaning, I have a hard time visualizing a future without you and If I had to dream up the perfect woman, she wouldn’t even come close to you. When I’m with you I’m automatically transformed to the best version of myself where I don’t have to be a better person with you as It automatically happens. In the entire world, there is no heart for me like yours. In all the world, there is no love for you like mine and that’s how I know of no greater happiness than to be with you all the time, without interruption, without end. Every morning when I wake up I think about you. Before going to bed you still linger on my mind. If there was any better way of letting you know exactly how I feel, you would know that I’m so in love with you. You took the impossible. Made it simple. Made it happen. Made me happy. So thoroughly I cannot take pleasure without giving pleasure, and that every gesture, every caress, every touch, every glance, every last bit of your body has its secret, which brings happiness to me when I wake it. I believe the difference in sex and making love is that you can have sex with someone who can satisfy us physically, but we make love to someone who can satisfy us soulfully and eternally. Making love to you means making love to someone who means everything to you, I will always be proud of it. Never in life, not even a single time, I’ll regret that time and the moments spent with you. I will always rejoice it and remember it with equal passion and joy this I am sure. Every bone in my body tells me that every second with you could be expanded into something timeless. Until you call out my name in your dreams and reach for me in your sleep. Until you can think of no one and nothing beyond the touch of my hand, the caress of my lips. I wish I could be whole for you, I wish I could hold you and dance with you, take you in my arms and make love to you the way I want to. And I’m just grateful I have you at all. It’s not your body or face that I love, It’s your heart, your soul, and your mind. For some time now I dreamed of making love to you. No man on earth has ever hated sunrise as I do. You are the one woman that makes me want to risk everything for a future worth having. If someone was to ask me If I have any addictions, the first thing comes to my mind is you. Even when there is a distance between us, you always make me feel close to you. a message from you brings a smile on my face, the sound of your voice feels like a gentle touch from your fingers. you are the only one i want with me on this journey in my life. you have a way of making me feel so loved and special. you make me feel complete. YOU ARE MY FAVORITE LULLABY.
YOUR LOVE IS A MIRACLE
Missing you makes me feel a variety of unpleasant feelings like sadness and loneliness. I feel that a big piece of my heart traveled with you, but It doesn’t stop me from missing you so much! I know I’m incomplete when you’re away, because I feel more than whole when you’re here. Lately my only treatment for missing you is to dream of you. It’s like when your in my arms, I’m at home and right now I’m really homesick. I asked myself many times how can I know if this is true love I feel, but now I know because it hurts to say goodbye to you. Can you feel my heart calling out for yours, because when I am in a crowd of people, I think about how much I miss your gorgeous smile. Sometimes I daydream about meeting you again and ending our time apart with a kiss. Even though my heart is empty right now, I never thought I would be so lucky as to have met you in my life which I have no regrets. I want you to know that I feel lost without you. I miss your smile, your kind and gentle touch, your sweet kiss, your loving presence. I miss you to the point of going crazy. I miss you every day you have been gone. You are perfect to me and I hope you will return, where I will prove how much I love you. I hear my heart beating, but it’s not the same rhythm, it’s not the same joyful loudness. I miss you so much and my heart tells me with every single beat. HALF OF MY HEART IS GONE, HALF OF MY SOUL IS GONE, PLEASE PROTECT THEM. (((I LOVE YOU!!!)))
MY LIGHT ONLY SHINES BRIGHTEST WITH YOU
I Probably was a little more emotional last week than I normally I’m. Every second that passes in time makes me realize how much I love you. I knew this would not be easy, but I accepted the pain that would follow after falling in love with you, because there is no greater feeling than when your hand are in mine. When my life felt like I was stung by a lion fish and I was at death’s door, I opened my eyes for the first time in a long time It was you that I saw. You nursed me back to health and then you kissed me goodbye and even then you were a ray of sunshine. Before you I had always told myself that nothing in life is ever what it appears to be, or people. But if I happened to find that someone who actually is, never let them go. This is one of the many reasons why thinking about you not being in my life gives me a migraine, and being in a world without you seems unthinkable and unbearable. I can’t believe I have not heard your voice as of yet. I can only hope that you are okay and even thought my light seems dim, It will always stay lit until you make It as bright as the sun once again. NEVER WILL I EVER STOP LOVING YOU.
WHEN I LOOK AT YOU, I SEE MY WAY HOME
Today I’m extremely sad. I spent most of today reflecting on you and what I’m missing out on. Simple things like the look in your eyes, the calming of your soft voice, your gentle touch, the slight curve at the small of your back when your in my arms, when I touch the small nape of your neck that quickens my heartbeat every time and there is so much more that crossed my mind. The most singular need and want I have right now is to hear your voice no matter how brief it may be. Every part of me mind, body and soul will always be IN LOVE WITH YOU. I’M MISSING YOU LIKE CRAZY.
IT'S NOT BEING IN LOVE THAT MAKES ME HAPPY, IT'S THE PERSON I AM IN LOVE WITH THAT DOES.
Without you here with me, It feels like my soul is ripped in two. For many years before I met you I haven’t experienced fear, but then I felt it when I knew I was falling in love with you. I faced my fear and let go and up to this very second I have no regrets. Even now I want you to be my happy ending. You are embedded so deeply into my soul and I have no control of my feeling for you. I had many wounds before when I met you and yet you found a way to heal me and for that I will be eternally grateful. I’m asking you to heal me once more with your voice just to let me know your okay. I MISS YOU, I LOVE YOU.
HOW CAN I BE COMPLETE WITHOUT YOU?
You asked me to move on, to forget you… But tell me how can I forget you when you are the only one who is in my mind and heart. There are so many reason why you complete me, I find myself thinking about how you made me smile when I had no reason to. How you came into my life when It felt like everything seemed to be going wrong, and a call from you always made everything better. I love you so much and I’m glad you gave this feeling back to me. Loving is easy mainly because I did not have to change for you to accept me, so how can I now truly believe I have not found the missing piece to complete me. My heart and soul tells me that you read all my messages and I want you to know that I daydream everyday what it would feel like to be blessed with the sound of you voice. If it’s too much to hear mine, then please send me a voice note. You are embedded so deeply into my soul and no matter what the future holds know that I will wait for you, because honestly I don’t want anyone else.
CHRISTMAS WITHOUT YOU DOES NOT FEEL RIGHT?
I WANTED TO SAY HI, I ACTUALLY CAUGHT COVID FOR THE CRISTMAS HOLIDAYS. I HOPE ALL IS WELL WITH YOU AS YOU DO PASS MY MIND CONSISTANTLY. THERE ARE SO MANY REMINDERS OF YOU WHEREEVER I TURN. YOU HAVE BECAME A STAPLE IN MY SOUL AND I WANTED TO THANK YOU FOR WHAT YOU HAVE GIVEN ME WITH ALL MY HEART. MERRY CHRISTMAS.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
Hello, as you get older three things happen. You loose your memories…and I can’t remember the other two. But I do remember that today is your birthday. So have a wonderful day, and remember how much I love. Do you remember our birthday last year and how we spent time with each other to start our birthday. Always know that its not the gifts, wishes or the cakes that makes today special. IT’S YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE.
I'M MISSING YOU UNCONDITIONALLY
I HAVE NOT FELT COMPLETE SINCE YOU LEFT. NEVER HAVE YOU NOT CROSSED MY MIND AND NEVER HAVE I NOT MISSED THE SMILE THAT’S ONLY UNIQUE TO YOU. YOU ARE AMAZING AND FOR THE TIME SPENT WITH YOU ARE UNDOUBTEDLY CHERISHED. MY LOVE FOR YOU IS CONSTANT AND WHEN EVER YOU NEED OR WANT IT, IT’S ALWAYS YOURS TO HAVE.
Please leave a message to say your okay so i can be okay.
There isn’t anything as painful in this world than imagining the love of your life being away for so long, distance may keep us apart for some time but I want you to know that you are always a part of me, close to my heart. You are the only person I’d love to see, the only company I enjoy to keep, and most importantly the only one that matters, I miss you so much my perfect love.
I'm missing the time when I sang songs when I know I'm about to see your smile.
Even if your heart beats for someone else, my heart just beats. Hoping to feel the same thing that you made me feel once. I’m truly sorry from the bottom of my heart if i didn’t made you feel that i love you enough.
When i watched this video, tears came to my eyes today and I had to let you know.
Have you ever heard a song a couple times and enjoyed it or whatever but then you hear it again and and you think “damn this is the best song I’ve ever heard.” like you already knew it existed but for some reason it really hits you that one time, and you’re like wow i wanna hear it again, so you play it again and you think you’re only gonna play it once more but then you play it again and again and again. you fall in love with the beat. you fall in love with the rhythm. you fall in love with the lyrics and everything about it, you can’t get enough of it. it’s constantly in your head and all you want is that song.
i think that’s what its like to fall in love, you know about that person for a while but one day something about them catches you off guard, then you start talking to them which is like hitting play, and you wanna keep talking to them so you do which is like putting it on repeat then you fall in love with their eyes, you fall in love with their smile. you fall in love with their personality. you fall in love with everything about them, you cant get enough of them, they’re constantly in your head and all you want is that person. i think falling in love is like discovering your favorite song.